Dan Sebenarnya ..

Sebenarnya kann ...

Fawaa (nama manja) ni suka apa yg you buad kat fawaa .

Walaupun dlm hati you rasa "it's nothing lahh" ..

Tpi kan bgi fawaa , it's actually shows your sweetness :)

Actually kann , fawaa sebenarnya suka kat you tau .

But fawaa saje pendam kat dlm hati fawaa sbub I know it will never happen between us :)

Fawaa rasa kita kalau berkawan pun apa salahnya kann

Bole selalu berlawak , selalu happy go lucky ..

Tak payah fikir benda pujuk-memujuk la , benda kecil yg bole BREAK la apa la kan :3

It's better if fawaa anggap you as my CRUSH .

It's better if we just stay FRIENDS .

It's better this way , don't you think ?

But I will still LIKE you as my crush heee :3

You can be my BESTIE , but in my heart you are my CRUSHIE xD

Fawaa harap you nampak post ini ..

Fawaa juga harap dia pun ada feelings for fawaa :3

-THE END-

Berakhir lahh

Walaupun dah berbaik , tapi kenapa fara masih rasa ada kosong kat dlm hati ? Farah benci rasa ini !

Mungkin dia tidak faham apa yg fara rasa sbub dia asyik sibuk dgn keje , mana ada masa layan fara kan .

Biar je lah dia tu , but lama2 mcm rasa aku ni tak wujud pulak . KENAPA ?! Mungkin sbub aku bagi bnyk sangat chance kat dia ? Mungkin fara dah letih nak hadapi semua ini , asyik repeating the same thing :/

Anyway , fara memey da buad keputusan utk PERGI . Demi kebaikan kita berdua . Kalau aku pergi , dia bole fokus on his job , tak payah la balik nanti asyik layan aku je kan ? Kalau aku pergi , mungkin ada hikmahnya . Ya , ini yg asyik aku kata pada diri sendiri .

Dari my first BF sampai lah sekarang , tak penah rasa terisi . Asyik rasa kekosongan di hati je , fara saja yg asyik memberi kasih sayang , asyik menemani dorang ketika susah senang . Namun , tak ada satu drpd mereka yg bole membuatku bahagia D: Mungkin ini takdir fara , TAKDA JODOH LA MUNGKIN . Takpe , fara redha atas apa yg berlaku . Fara harap you akan still accept me as your friend :')

TERIMA KASIH SEBAB SUDI MEMBACA =)

My gila friends

huh , let me tell you about about my friends yg sama gila macam aku =3

Mereka selalu give me support , I love them a lot .

Tanpa mereka , mood aku masih DOWN you know -.-

Meh aku introduce sikit xD

Nizam adik aku yg gila

Alisa my sister

Meyko my pretty baby

Farah Hanum my scandal xD

Dany my ATOK GILA

nanti aku continue lagi kawan gila yg lain -.-

Banyak sangat tak larat nak upload xD

Mereka ni kan , time aku susah dorang teman aku .

Time aku sedih pun berusaha cheer me up .

Kalau time aku GILA , haishhh dorang pun gila sekali laa .

Seronok kawan ngan dorang xD

P/S: Ada lagi , korang sabaq ok . Muahhhh XOXO

I Miss You

Kamu

umpama payung yg melindungiku

Payung

yg sentiasa di sisiku .

Hmmm , da rasa macam satu hari tak msg ngan dia , tak call dia =/

Bukan taknak call , kdit I da nak mati daa . Jangan marah ea sayang . I really miss you , satu hari tanpa you memey tak sah , aku asyik tgk phone je . Haihhh , tu la padahnya tuduh org bukan2 =(

Takpe la , bukan salah dia pun . Aku yg selalu buat dia marah , buat dia sedih .

Tolong maafkan Farah yea sayang ?

P.S. hmmmm , susahnya bila takde kdit D:

Sedihhh =(

Sedih dalam hatiku ini tidak dapat diungkap dgn perkataan , entah kenapa dari semalam mood fara very very DOWNN ! Ya Allah , apa rasa ini ? Boleh tolong hilangkan rasa ini ?

Hubungan fara dgn dia suddenly become dingin , tetibe je , takde angin takde ribut =/

Please sayang , kalau fara ada buat salah pape , tolong maafkan .

Hmm mungkin ini dugaan dan cabaran drpd Allah SWT . Takpe la , fara redha apa yg berlaku . Fara akan terus berdoa agar kuatkan diri utk bersabar mengharungi cabaran ini .

Hmmmm , fara selalu tolong kawan2 fara yg ada masalah relationship and alhamdulillah semuanya berakhir dgn gembira . But bila sampai sendiri punya relationship ada masalah , tetibe buntu , taktau nak buat macam mana =/

But apa yg penting , fara akan cuba slowtalk dgn dia nanti , harap2 ia berjalan dgn lancar . AMINNNNNNN =)

Sampai sini saje lah post fara hari ni .

P.S. kawan2 kalau fara minta tolong nanti , please help me okay . I NEED SUPPORT .

1 Month (!)

Pejam celik , pejam celik , da satu bulan =) Pukul 12 tengah malam tadi fara sms dia bgtau , dia TERHARU beb xD sayang you ketat2 la F A I R U Z . H A Q I M I .

Dia ada juga ajak aku keluar semalam , but my family takkan bagi aku keluar masa malam , I hope you understand sayang . Bukan I tamau kuar ngan you Dx

Fara tau ini semua dugaan Allah SWT , Fara sangat bersyukur kerana you dapat tahan dgn kerenah fara yg selalu merajuk and buad you sakit hati , I really appreciate that . Thank you for always making me happy <3

Ya Allah , mudah-mudahan kita berdua akan kekal , kawan2 tolong doakan kami yeh .

AMINNNNNNNNNNNNNNN x)

P.S. xoxo to you my dear , may our journey last long :)

UPDATED (!)

Huhhhh , da lama tak update BLOGGIE kesayangan Farah ..
How are you my lovely bloggie ? Miss me ? <-----Da gila punya pasal
Lama tak update , tetibe otak kosong masa nak tulis blog ni :/

Ok , Farah da ada BOYFIE yg I sayang . Nasib baik la dia juga sayang fara =D Nak tau nama dia ? Hahhh , nama dia ialah FAIRUZ HAQIMI . Suka tengok nama dia ouhh <---- GEDIK
Tapi dia dok jauh sikit drpd farah , kena lepas jambatan Pulau Pinang baru dpt jumpa dia . Dia dok kt Bukit Mertajam , tgh belajar lagi , rajin kann dia , keje pulak tu , eehhh kesian dia .

Farah rasa selesa sikit dgn HUBUNGAN JARAK JAUH , sebab hati tak laa rasa sakit kann =')Teringin nak jumpa dia , nak peluk dia , nak berpegang tangan dengannya <--- MINAH GEDIK
Okay laa , farah rasa tak bnyk yg boleh di-update-kan , di sini kita berhenti .
INSYALLAH , Farah akan sambung lagi pada masa yg sesuai .

I MISS YOU SO MUCH , MY BLOGGIE <3

Nak boyfren pulak daa hari nie . Benci and jeles gila nmpk bnyk couple berpegang2 tangan , berpeluk2 , awww cweet nyaaaa <3

Ishhh , lagi ckap lagi tak syok niee =P

Although single best , tpi kadang2 rindu pulak masa time berkapel kann =)

Sometimes I'm SINGLE , and HAPPY with it .

And sometimes pula I'm SINGLE , and AVAILABLE !

Heehhehehe , pelik kan aku ?

Kesah , tak dok juling2 kat depan lappy korang laa =P

Lalalalala , terindunya nk kapel weyhhh ! hehehehe , da lama single xD

Kbyeeee , da update ok . So diam !

Ooooohhh SHIT !

Walauwehhh , dah lama tak update blog nie .. Dah sampai 3 bulan tak pegang bloggiee laa =(

Sorry sayang , skrg I update kan you ok =)

Heyy , lately aku suka snap , entah nape , mood dia terus datang =P Nak tgk ?

okey , ni yg latest la . Semalam edit punya =P

ni gambar DP aku kat fesbuk :3

ni pula masa ada open house kat rumah I =X

Dah lama tak update wall , entah nak tulis apa la pulak --"

Esok aku update lagi , tengok ada idea tak hehehe .

Assalamualaikum , tak jawab dosa sayang <3

My Damn Life

-Get Ready and Set-

My life ..
Is like the broken lamp post on the streets ..
Sometimes dim , and sometimes bright .

I have friends that always lightens up my daily life , but some don't . For those who don't lighten up my day annoys me .

Just leave me and I'll be fine without you =) Trust me , I WILL !

For some other thoughts , I wish to have someone that really cares for me by my side , not in Friends , but more than that *wink-wink*

I need someone that sees me for who I am , I've seen a lot of tricky guys and I'm done with it !

I'm soft doesn't mean I'm vulnerable =(
No more tricks , please !

Even though I'm quite a picky , doesn't mean that I won't think it through . I will if you give me time . I'm not those kind of girl that like you and then dump you . I'm just a normal girl that wants experience in LOVING PEOPLE =)

My mood is pretty down recently , a lot of things start to pile up in my heart .
And it hurts =(

I've known this someone for a while , like 4 years . But recently , you've changed and I don't know why it happened . It troubles me . You troubles me with your fucking attitude !

WHY ! You were so nice and sweet last few years , and why it all disappeared .
You'd turn into someone I don't even know anymore =(

I never mention this to you because we still have a few months more till we apart . And I don't want us to fight because of this =)

I'll promise this to myself : You are not my concern anymore . You can become to whoever you please to be =') Good luck on SPM together

-THE END-

Almost End ~

Oh my , holidays almost over and I'm pretty sad ='(

Yikes , I'm sad these few days , this is so SUCK !

Damn , with my sadness , I can't think of what to write on my bloggie =(

Yeah so then , I'm outta here for today .

- The End -

Sad =(

Oh dear ~ Holidays about to end . And my HOMEWORK haven't done ! This is so suck !

I wish the star that shine bright in the sky would grant my little wish =)

* I WISH TO HAVE MORE HOLIDAYS *

I'm pretty sad today , thinking that maybe I'm not the kind of person that could make you happy , and yet you never make me felt worst , you only make me more happy around you .

! ILOVEYOU !

But I'm glad I met you , even though I'm just a crazy maybe you'll get tired of me .

I don't want you to feel that way . Yes , you can see me as a crazy girl (cause' that's what I mean) , but please don't look as at me as an annoying bitch .

If yes , then LEAVE ME ! Because it will only make me worse seeing you look annoyed =(

I never regret the moment when I'm with you , because of you , my life become more sweeter like candy =)

urmmm sweeettttt =P

I won't be sad if you leave me , cause I will respect your decision =')

But the hole in my chest will heal as soon as I get back on my feet .

- THE END -

Long day at Queensbay =3

I was sleeping very peacefully in my bed when I heard my phone rang !
Thank god my ringing tone is IF I DIE YOUNG from The Band Perry (really nice)
I pick up and my dad start to screaming in my ears !!! it's 10 in tha mourning !!

"FARAH !! Bangun !!! Panggile adik sekali !!" Telinga saya macam nak explode !

"Apa dia Dady ?" still in my bed .. *snoring*

"MUMMY SURUH BANGUN MANDI , NAK PI QUEENSBAY !"

When I heard Queensbay , I got up and shower as fast as I can ! Yeepeeeee !! SO EXCITED xD

After that , I teman Mummy buy clothes and I bought shoes =D
I'm dying to watch a new movie called Pirates of the Carribean !!
All my friends had watched it except me =(

But I bought the tix , even though it's quite front (mata almost bengkak)
Anywayss , I totally love the new character , especially Mermaids . They are DROP DEAD GORGEOUS , I admit I'm not pretty (wish I could have their slimmy bodiess)

My Mummy and Daddy also joined in the end because Wednesday is HALF PRICE (how could I not use this apportunity, what a waste xP)

I even caught up with my friend's daddy in the line of buying the tix , but sadly I didn't get a chance to meet her . I WILL FIND YOU , MY FRIEND !

My new little DIOR text me as usual , teman me when it's commercial in the cinema ..
THANKS ADRIANA :3

My day in Queensbay last until 9pm (which is 11 hours)

MY NEW RECORD : Hang out in Queensbay for the longest time =) LOL

My Food-y Holiday

Everyday rasa lapar =)
I like to eat, makanan is very penting to our body right ?
These few days, I eat Panda Cookies , Hersheys dan Nachos (gemuk nanti)

My foodies ;3

HERSHEYss!!!! Who don't like Hershey, please get LOST !!!

Hello Panda!! I'm gonna eat yahh =D

After holiday, I think I will go fat or something LOL

Lonely

In this holiday that bored me so much --"

I'm start to get lonely (x de kwn sms sya)

Nape holiday ni sngt boring ar ?

My mind keep thinking " Nak KELUAR !! Nak KELUAR "

Tapi x leyh, sebab kne jaga Mummy kat rumah =(

I nak kwn sms I larh !!!

Kalau ada yg berminat sms, silalah gitau kat Farah kat Facebook Farah yer

LOL, Peace out (x de benda nk tulis)

Ewwww WHAT's THIS?

My bro went to hospital again T^T

So sad, even words are hard to describe the pain he gone through T^T

BE STRONG, BRO !!!

When he was resting in his hospital SICK bed, I went to cafeteria to buy some wholemeal bread to eat..

All seems yummy and delish'

But there's this one bread that caught my eye, THAT bread was BLACK!!

As BLACK as CHARCOAL !!!

this is the weird CHARCOAL bread

Oh my, the first thing I thought was

"Is this made of charcoal?"
"Does it taste as bad as CHARCOAL?"
"Will I die if I eat this piece of junk"

I was so curious about this bread, so I bought it.


When I tasted it, I was kinda nervous.

What if it doesn't taste good?

I had to thrown it if it's bad!

Here goes nothing..

Surprisingly, it taste better than I thought!

It's really yummy too..

And I thought it taste bitter like CHARCOAL..

Feel the LOVE --''

Haizzz ~ I'm single .

Yes, I'm single.

I've even been said as a LESBIAN

I'm STRAIGHT, ok !

Even though I love hanging out with girls, but I like boys too =)

Let me tell you about what are my boy type..

Things I like bout GUYS that are my TYPE

1. He is a good-looking guy (which is hard to find or maybe he already have a GF)

2. He is a guy that are good in band instrument (don't push yourself in this)

3.He's taller than me (but not too tall --')

4. He LOVES me for who I am (not what I'm not)

5. Always by my side when I'm down or sad..

6. Should have things that are in 1-5 LOL

My BUDDYz *o*

This is my fellow buddies that I hang around all the time ..

They always stick with me through thick and thin ><

It's a bit weird for a MALAY befriends with so many CHINESE, I'm not a racism or something, but it's part of me since I was a child ^^

LooLoo, a girl that always teman me when I'm alone in class

(some of my friends thought that we're LESBO !! Oh-mah-GOD)

KaiXin, a funny friend to us :DDD

Xiing, the friend that I've been hang with for 3 years!!

The only friend that have a long friendship with me ^^

Katherine, a good friend that says good things ^^

We both sometimes don't like to snappy --''

(Please turn ur head to get a better look)

JiaYi, my rebel friend but still nice =P

Although some of us may be have problem to each other, but we all manage to solve things out ^^v